I suck at this xanga thing...so I officially quit!!

from now on if I am going to blog it will only be on myspace.com

www.myspace.com/stellafortunata

that's where you find me

I love and will miss you all

Hrmmm  after a long day at work I can think of nothing better to do than to go to a bonfire and then go watch Gianni play at the ranchhouse...Then go back to work at 6 AM well...it's the last saterday i work of 3 weeks and they are still giving me 40 hours...what more could I ask for///

Oh yeah sleep.

So...Yeah as for that previous down on the world blog...I would like to state that I don't hate the world.

I am reallly just working on me and realizing a lot of things about myself.  That I Have never really mourned people who have left or even jsut the situations...maybe in hopes that they will be back.

Even if they do, I still need to mourn that because that is a hurtful situation.  Like all the crap that happened within my first year of being a christian...I mean I was known for the drama!!!

I am not that person anymore but that is still a part of me because I act like it never happened...

so that is the fun spin on the sad blog I left earlier...

I am really not taht negative.

Well I am but I am trying not to be.

Well...I love you all I hope you have a good one!!

hrm... I love lamp...I love new toys at work....

Yeah For Kick it boy...

Just trying to figure what to be for Halloween...?